Tyler Perry

For the last year I've seen preview's for Tyler Perry's "House of Payne" and it just didn't look like a show I'd watch. I still haven't watched it, BUT I highly, highly, HIGHLY suggest some of his movies.
I watched "Diary of a Mad Black Woman" a few weeks ago, "The Family that Preys" and "Meet the Brown's" this last weekend. Today was, "Why did I Get Married?" I FREAKING LOVED IT!!!!!!!
It saddens me that his movies don't really get the big box office advertising money that some of the lame movies out (let me just say...Saw X1000) and not ones like this that I know we can relate to. Is it really because they are mostly an all black cast? Anywho...watch it. *gets off her soapbox*


http://www.youtube.com/results?search_type=&search_query=why+did+I+get+married&aq=f

Abuelita

Grandma Sarah isn't doing well. In fact, she wasn't supposed to last the weekend. This will be the 3rd to pass on in 5 months. Sheesh.
Mom and Dad are in the states for their goodbyes. If she has to go soon I hope it's while they are here to say their goodbyes. I'll have a slideshow up after I scan a few more pics. <3 ya Sarah.

Future

Okay one of the songs is called "Just Dance" and although the topic isn't exactly fitting to me, I love it. If she keeps dancing everything will be okay. Well, I'm kinda doing that aren't I? The holiday was rough, and then I came back to school for a week, and had another week off. It was rough. (lmao did I just say rough twice? Sure did. That must prove it.)
As long as I keep moving forward I can cope pretty good. When I stop I get pulled under and drown under the pressure. I hate that helplessness feeling. I'm not helpless.
CNA is done in March, and I'm pushing MOA to be done in May. YAY, can't wait for 1 to be over. I could transfer to a coding class they offer, but that could take another year and I don't wanna do that. I can always do it after. I'm mentally burned some days but I have to keep going. ...and this is where I have to edit my comments. -.- Backspaced an entire paragraph. /sigh
Needless to say the future on the horizon is hopeful.
Now, over the past few weeks I've learned something about myself. I hate change. Well, that's not nec right. I dislike...to try new things and hate them. That's not right either.
I took a chance on someone and it blew up in my face...as it so often does. I met a guy on the game that I play. Nice guy, and we seemed to be alot alike. His whole family plays so it was nice to help them out. Well, as it turns out, his soon to be X plays too. Well, of course she starts to think that something is going on, and my escape (the game) turns dramatic. >.> Well, he didn't turn out much better. I don't trust people you know. LOL *insert sarcasm here* I wonder why.
I'm just ready to be done with school and working again. *Edits more comments* Want to be able to do stuff w/my life because, quite frankly, I have no life and that's not changing anytime soon. When the time comes, I'll trust real people again. Have girl time w/women my age instead of my daughter.

The Perv

So, ya'll know by now, but I'm blogging anyway. "The Perv" had his competentcy testing done and now we are wait...perhaps still waiting is the better way to phrase it. According to Doug, 1 of the testers told him that Adam was competent. If the other agreed it'll go to the lawyers to discuss a plea and we need a court date. Please let this end soon!!!!!!!!

The end of blogging...?

Hi all. Well I haven't updated in a long time. I have some people checking out my blog that I would prefer not too. Cuts down on my freedom of expression. That being said, I might just make it the people I invite. For those of you like my mother...sorry mom...How would you feel about a password or gmail login or something? Am I worth it? *stares you down* Let me know because not only is this theraputic for me, it keeps you updated. <3 Melly

Kyle's Utah Indian Project

So Kyle's project is due like...TOMORROW and we've known about it for a couple of weeks now. I had asked him to draw what he wanted, and that we needed to know what he "had" to have on it. I was given the information yesterday, so today after school (In the slush I might add!) I went shopping. I needed to pull this off as cheapO as possible. I made Indian people and then found some plastic ones tonight.
Anywho, I'm completely drained and wanting a hot bath, or just bed. I'll chat more tomorrow.